REAL FREEDOM Originally published in Horse Directory, September,
2014
By
Tom Gumbrecht
Bella is affectionate, but on her terms. She taught us about boundaries to keep our space safe to be ourselves. |
Horses
represent freedom to many of us, myself included. But what my perception of what that freedom
actually was has changed significantly over the years. At first I confused freedom with the
exhilaration of a long gallop. After some years, I find that it is quite
different now, and it has to do more with communication than anything else.
I was once asked a question which had me describe some characteristics of a type
of communication that yielded the fewest misunderstandings with a person. I can’t really remember if I answered it
honestly, but I remember thinking “does it have to be a person?” With no disrespect
to my fellows humans, that thought came to mind because the communication I
have with my horses is remarkably free of many of the pitfalls of verbal
communication that we humans frequently rely on.
Lola creates a space where we can feel safe, loved, and trusted. |
Of
course it hasn’t always been so. It took many hours, days and years in the
saddle and around the stable to learn the language of the horse, and I am
definitely still a student. There were
many misunderstandings along the way, some of which ended up damaging ego or
bones. My horses were never at fault;
they didn’t have to learn about communicating with me, but if I were to thrive
in their world I would have to make the effort to learn their language. It is
not a complicated language, yet nothing can substitute for the time and
patience required to learn it. It is a language
learned by doing rather than studying. It is the language of truth; the
language of what is; the language of intention, not the language of coercion,
manipulation, agendas or flattery so common in verbal languages.
As
I learned through guidance, trial and error of such things as balance and
pressures and
perceptions and feel, a point came where I was to become less concerned
about becoming unseated and so was then able to focus more on how my actions
were effectively communicating my desires and acknowledging and rewarding
compliance. At its best, it is a
language so incredibly pure that a thought becomes a request by an almost
unconscious change in pressure of hand, arm, leg or seat, and expressing gratitude
for effort and compliance becomes similarly automatic. At this level, words can sometimes only get
in the way of communication, with the natural exception of a “good girl/ boy”
which serves to reinforce communication by its inflection, intonation and
intention. Horses are pretty good about figuring out what our intentions are.
Our horses work to keep their spaces safe for each other as well as for us. Bella comforts Lola after a minor injury. |
Our
history has seen many great and notorious orators who used words to bridge a
gap between what was, and what was perceived. In some cases, the speakers’ goal
was to have the listener believe something other than what actually was. Are great orators great communicators? Perhaps not always. Not as good as horses,
surely. They are surely not automatically great riders! In the words on Ben Jonson, “They say princes
learn no art truly but the art of horsemanship.
The reason for this is because the noble beast is no flatterer. He will throw a prince as soon as his groom.”
DannyBoy, a physical giant if not a spiritual one, provides needed comic relief lest things get too serious. |
When
people use words to manipulate facts about the past and perceptions about the
future, it can exhaust us and make us very skeptical of navigating
society. Our horses exist only in the “now”
and communicate only in truth. They know
no other way. That’s why so many of us
see them as a reprieve from the sometimes confusing, sometimes harsh world. When we become free of the need to act in
constant defense of being manipulated, we can begin to be free to be ourselves.
And
that’s the real freedom we get from horses, and why I do things that people
sometimes don’t understand in order to preserve my relationship with them.